Do you think I should run away from ALL people for good?

I have been a people failure for as long as I could remember. All I did and have done is embarr people, including my mother, for a long time. And so far, it has brought nothing but pure heartache. I tried being nice and sweet, even funny. However, it has made everyone in the world, including Tobey Maguire, very angry and upset with me. I can't even make people laugh and smile anymore, because I have caused everyone in my family, in the world, and most importantly, Tobey Maguire; which includes his friends, his family, and his daughter; nothing but trouble, grief, pain, and most of all, heartache. In order for me to prevent this once and for all, I have decided to run away from ALL people for good. The world would be better off and safe without me. Although I am still alive, I am already dead to the world in the eyes of many.